This is really how I look I thought to myself. Was not sure if I was to be satisfied or disappointed. Either way, I am who I am and that is all that I will ever be ON THE OUTSIDE.
Different story on the inside. After many a year of wondering as to my manic moments. I have come to the conclusion that I must have ADD/ADDHD/ OCD, PUWRC.
I can remember as far back as a little girl trying to please EVERYONE being thePERFECT person. From perfect hair, clothes, right this, right that. Blah blah blah. I have come to terms that I am not that perfect person, I am tired and worn out trying to be that perfect person. All I want to do is to please my Maker, my husband, and my children.
However, I do have a tendancy to over react to most situations, so does not matter if the action is related to God, Rob, or the kids. I will somehow get entangled in it. I am starting a new resolution. The answer is:
NO. Not maybe, not I will think about it., NO means NO. I am such a push over most of the time. I feel so honored when a person would ask for my help. But, honestly, the ones that ask are the ones that take advantage. So, from now on it is NO. UNLESS, you supply the food, drinks, decorations, babysitter, dog treats, then maybe I will think about it. LOL.
As a favorite person of mine would say, Enough with crying in my cheerios. Time to get crackin on the to do lists today.
For everyone else whom may be reading this.,
YES, I am a republican,
NO, I did not vote for him
YOU, should stop whining. if you want to make a difference. Get involved with your community. Will make you feel a part of something or make you SHUT UP.
With that, I am going to go and doctor my partially sliced finger. Have a good one.
My sweet sister Natalie and I. April 2011.
